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Today after a long time I am back to my blog...I said I will write if I find something interesting..if i feel like writing from my heart..................here it goes............

Today i send a prayer to god with my hands folded and eyes closed ...oh god ! I want to be with her forever and ever..I cant think of leaving her ...i cant think of not seeing her...it is painful...I wish, oh god  ! she is always happy ...give her the happiness she deserves...give her everything in this world; your love.. your care.. your kindness and many more things.......
she deserves it ..she is the cute person on this earth I have ever met....

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE MY LADY

I PRAY FOR HER HAPPINESS.

With regards

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P.S :- hey guys after going through this blog, I'm sure most of you would be thinking that I'm committed but I'm not.

But I got this wonderful lady who I havnt seen her till date.. ya I dedicate this to dream lady of

Mine :P :)….but now a dayz I don’t knw wat happen she's not coming to meet me up :)

Destiny or Coincidence….????

This may seem like a movie to most of you all.. but believe me its so fun to have all these filmi things happening in your life..!!

Nervous, I entered da exam hall... It was da first of my +1 exam.. I saw faces equally tensed like mine.. I hurriedly took my seat nd started writing.. I finished da exam 10 min early nd started checking my paper for any mistakes ( god i was a geek those days!!)..

wait a min . . .

suddenly, I realised tat someone was staring at me.. my instinct told it was the girl in da next row.. my usual dirty habit of turning around made me look at her.. first thing i noticed abt her was her hair.. ahhh... i luv silky hairr..!! I immediately switched my gaze..but i was slowly looking at her frm da corner of my eye..
aaah ..she caught me looking at her.. shitt man..!!

There started da movie.. we used to finish our exams early everyday nd begin line marofying each other ;)..nd soon were at da end of our exams.. I felt bad tat ill miss my sweet timepass..

Soon they announced abt improvements and I hoped so much tat she shud get less marks ( dirty me.. less marks only for my timepass... god save my soul!!!)...as expected I saw her in da improvements too.. each day was a fashion parade for me.. I tried to look my best everyday( neways i know i am :P)..

But dis time I used my intellectual brains nd found out her name frm da attendence sheet.. it was PREETHI....so anyone out ther who needs any love advice.. The cupid is here.. ping me!!

Soon the climax of the movie arrived.. it was the last day of the exams.. the last meet.. the last look..

But dis time she had da guts to walk upto me.. my heart was beating with excitement...my blood pressure wud hav crosses da high BP limits...i cud hear my own heartbeat...

Dhad Dhad Dhad.........

In btw my mind was racing with so many thoughts..
what would she ask..??
Is she comin to me or someone else..??

But as I say it is a movie.. nd a movie has a villian ryt...
So here comes da villian of our story.. my classmate (who picks me up frm exam centre nd drops me at home)...he came barging in btw both of us obstructing our view... she was about to come closer wen my fren shouted

" arrey ... bike ekkara.. time avutundi.. nenu bayataki vellali ra..!!!"  (Dude, I need to go out once I drop you at your place. Hop on, I'm getting late !)

dam it..my fren didnt even wait for few mins.. i was walking as slowly as i cud to da bike... but dis time my luck didnt work.. nd my fren rushed me off before she cud reach me..

I used my genuis brain once again nd searched for her (since i knew her name, i thought it wud be easy)... I enquired with all my frnds frm different colleges.. unlike my subjects i got a zero here:(

But now u may get a doubt... wherz da twist in da tale..???

here comes da twist...
I saw her again after an year at da end of my +2 exams near a busstop.. she put on a lil weight nd was still looking cute.. but by then, i lost my crush on her( da frequency of my crsuhes is too high nearly order of megahertz :D..) nd laughed at my own stupidity....

But why am I writing this post after so many yrs after tat incident ...
coz I saw her again last month(17^th august 08) at coffe barista(somajiguda,hyd)...
god...I was so shocked!!!

Is this destiny????
Or coincidence..???
Or may be ...
may be...
may be...


may be the city is too small :P....!!!!!!

I ,,,, Me ,,,, MySeLf

I’m as simple as anyone can be, I hate complexities yet my life is full of them, I’m ur typical guy next-door kind of a person only yet I’m crazier and a little more wild than anyone knows! I love the stupidity of oxymorons and simply love being by myself, until it gets to me! I can go completely insane with my mood swings on one hand and I can be completely –totally n extremely the sweet goody-to-show kinda guy! I hate hypocrisy and believe in the outer force (which some ppl think is totally berserk) I’m no super human and for sure I am not the hansom guy on the block but I sure do have the biggest heart to love and care for! I don’t expect much from life I don’t care about the superficial things in life, I hate n I mean completely hate when people try to act like someone they’re not. Just believe Kurt Cobain’s quote – “Being someone else is wasting who you really are” and I think everyone should believe that too… I hate being in the limelight when I want to be alone but still would love the attention I get from people. I get irritated when things don’t go the way I want it to go but that’s life. I’m happy with what all I have but there’s always the want for a little more – human instincts I say! I love MUSIC n can sit and listen to music thru out the day n not be bored (excepting when it comes to Hindi and sometimes other languages!) I do enjoy reading books (heck I can tell u which book has what cover in my library) but then I’d rather laze around … I love reading short stories and listening to music… not a day goes without both these things. I cannot sit still and be bored all the time, it kills me to be bored.. I somehow manage to get myself something to do. I luv eating too. eshpecially anything sweet.. total chocoholic.. chocolate=life! I am a total pushover... disgustingly moody, am grossly opinitated and I preach but hardly ever practice(!!).... and ULTRA SENSITIVE...n yeah carellessss.. hehe couldnt leave that out!! I luvv happy endings.. n I live with my head in da clouds.. I love animals n wud luv to own a lot of them too! I love the darkness of the night yet it scares the crap out of me! Sometimes I come off as a bitch but that’s a total contrast to who I really am. I love making friends but hate the cheesy buggers online who send phoney friend requests . I still haven’t met the right kind of a gal for myself and I’m not looking for her too cause I believe that there’s someone out there for me who will like me for me and not anything or anyone else. When I like some1 be it a crush or anything else , I love the feeling of blushing when I get teased by my friends , ah! My friends are my life , I have a small group of friends who are the most precious to me and trust me I’m superbly protective about them! I hate stalkers and I find it funny that people are so jobless and have nothing else to do but stalk anyone! I love my school , especially my juniors . if I don’t like someone trust me you’ll know right away and if I ever bitch about anyone then its cause I really do hate you but then I’m sane enough to come up and own it up … I hate rumors n don’t believe in them and I don’t spread it either! I love giving people things and all I expect nothing in return! Bug me and I’ll bug you till u get real bugged . talk to me and your ear drums are going to hurt! If you’re sad I’ll be right in front of you to lend you my shoulder and a hanky so that u don’t wet my clothes with your tears, Basically I’m your 24/7 call center who loves helping people giving advice (since I don’t use it myself) and I have the weirdest habit of writing a lot about me … so I shall stop now as my fingers are hurting and you’re eyes are dropping.. and ur probably getting bored reading so much .. but then this is me and this is how I am when you get to know me…